“Why Wait”

I woke up SAD the other day!! Like, why am I still here? What am I doing? I got paid Thursday and my check was gone Thursday. I paid my rent and that was it. I went to uber the next day to make some extra cash and the uber riders really uplifted my spirits.

I drove around a few College Students that were so filled with LIFE and excited about what the future had in store for them. I drove them to a party and they were SUPER HYPE and Happy to be having a night OUT!! HECK, I was happy for them!!! They explained to me that life is a balance and I needed more fun! Ha! I agreed. I told them about my life and how much I work and began to reminese on my College Years and told them to have as much fun as possible!! It’s funny I could give advise but I’m not taking it.

I sat and thought to myself what am I waiting for? Why am I living this RAT RACE and I’m NOT happy!!! I made a decision. I have to leave sooner!!! I can have happiness NOW and not later!!! We live our lives with the notion that I can be HAPPY later. I can keep enduring the pain and things will get better later. BUT we serve a right NOW GOD who is able to change our situation INSTANTLY, yet we get in our own way by convincing our selves the longer we stay in the situation it will get better. In some cases it’s true, but in mine I don’t see that happening!!! Not being able to have a social life , have fun, or live a balanced life, because all my money goes to BILLS is not how I want to live.

I talked to my apartment complex, I signed an agreement I can put in a 60 day notice and pay a fee of 1 months rent to get out my lease. I paid 1 months deposit so the leasing agent said that will cover the fee. Since I’ve been a good tennent he also said I can come back if need be. You should always build good relationships with people. You never know who you may need in the future!!! That was my biggest stressor my apartment. I’m OUT!!!

Let’s the 60 day countdown began!!! JANUARY 29th!!!! HERE I COME WORLD!!!

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